rundown on the guy you're stuck with:

i'm james. i'm 18 years old (11/13/2006), transgender, and heterosexual. i have adhd, autism, bpd, and anxiety, mainly. which is not to say that those are like my full-time disorders or anything, all of them are full-time, those ones just fuck with me the most. i mostly update this site as the result of a hyperfixation, splitting, or just needing to rant because i am stressed very easily! if i was a fish, i would've died loooooong ago just from stress. if that helps visualize how easily i get overwhelmed.

i use he/him pronouns. it's honestly just as simple as that. don't use she/her on me and don't use feminine terms, and i'll be okay. you'll also be okay. uuuuuh... idk what else there is about me that's notable enough to put here! i guess i'll say, i have an awesome perfect girlfriend, and i'll probably talk about her quite a bit on my blog! when i'm not working or doing shit on here, i'm definitely cuddling her (or um.. doing that other thing that allo couples tend to do...)

some other shit i guess:

i consider myself a part of the emo subculture. it's obviously not like. active as much anymore, but i am an emo and i know that for sure. i also consider myself scene (musically and fashion-wise), but to a lesser extent. the main part of the scene "lifestyle" that i fit into is internet usage. i don't party or anything, i've actually never been to a party because i've never been the type who's invited to those sort of things. i kinda honestly never do anything that gets me in trouble. kinda regret not fucking around more as a teen. anyway.

i am getting more into the punk subculture, slowly but surely. i casually read into anarchism, leftism, and communism. i don't know many words for my feelings, and don't label myself politically much because i'm not enough of a nerd to do that shit. i would say i'm an anarchist, though, and obviously leftist-- to put it lightly.

generally, i think humans were never supposed to have power over one another. power corrupts. heirarchy and the class system serve no purpose other than to harm the people who are subjected to living in the lower "ranks" of such systems. the government cannot be saved in its current state because it relies too much on imbalance of power and control over the people. whatever. i don't know that much shit yet. i wont preach anymore. least not on here.